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Disease Of The Mind

by Staytus

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1.
Absolute Terror 03:52
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so this is how it has to be? the space between you and me sew my ears and burn my eyes so i don't have to hear your lies take me to the ocean i am ready to drown a scream and a cry all a muffled sound retry the past engage my line of sight don't be a hero die staring into the light no need to fear absolute terror no need to kill absolute error no need to thrill absolute better no need to fear absolute terror no need to fear absolute terror no need to kill absolute error no need to thrill absolute better no need to fear absolute terror doubt your mouth heading down you're a while away so don't make a sound i have to play my part before i depart finish what i start break my own heart exit wounds have a place you know the rising tidal waves will grow keep my head above the water for i always wanted to be your daughter no need to fear absolute terror no need to kill absolute error no need to thrill absolute better no need to fear absolute terror no need to fear absolute terror no need to kill absolute error no need to thrill absolute better no need to fear absolute terror
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An Echo In Space 03:54
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take me to the other side break me and open up my mind shake me for the truth inside wake me up and open up my mind some things here are part of me always here and meant to be never meant to disagree you will never be part of me an echo in space a line upon my face an echo in space we'll never see your face an echo in space cannot embrace an echo in space we'll never see your face again free from a critical design another not like its own kind just a great deception of a lustful infection you gave this all to me I applaud your indecency can't wait to see your great decline it might be the last of mine an echo in space a line upon my face an echo in space we'll never see your face an echo in space cannot embrace an echo in space we'll never see your face again we'll never see your face again we'll never see your face again we'll never see your face again we'll never see your face again
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Arrhythmia 05:54
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the thumping in my heart is tearing me apart aching to stop and start my pulse is my only friend worn out, sick, and tired a thousand faces who I've admired all of your blood rushes to me you are my veins and my arteries an impulse rushes through my chest the beating I cannot resist so many more will come next chasing a fantasy that does not exist an impulse rushes through my chest the beating I cannot resist a throbbing ache that never rests has me bound by the wrist oh, arrhythmia oh, arrhythmia oh, arrhythmia I'm going hysterical never felt so vulnerable the beating in my head is better left off unsaid it's not intentional might not be ethical I'm asking the hotline for a flatline an impulse rushes through my chest the beating I cannot resist so many more will come next chasing a fantasy that does not exist an impulse rushes through my chest the beating I cannot resist a throbbing ache that never rests has me bound by the wrist oh, arrhythmia oh, arrhythmia oh, arrhythmia all it's worth and all is lost ending now what is a cost open your heart and see the stent between you and me now don't ever pretend you loved me I can never be what you want me to be an impulse rushes through my chest the beating I cannot resist so many more will come next chasing a fantasy that does not exist an impulse rushes through my chest the beating I cannot resist a throbbing ache that never rests has me bound by the wrist oh, arrhythmia oh, arrhythmia oh, arrhythmia
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Crawling 04:00
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I can crawl away but it's here to stay everything I've lost comes back anyway hold me close and don't let go did I lie? well I don't know everyone has a place you know stop breathing and just let go all the words you say won't make them crawl away always here to bring pain and suffering never be the same only one to blame all the words you say won't make them crawl away don't let me go don't let me go don't let me go don't let me it'll be okay always here to stay momentary bliss holds me back anyway I hold you in sympathy dying alone doesn't matter to me tearing apart all I've felt save your ugly smile for someone else all the words you say won't make them crawl away always here to bring pain and suffering never be the same only one to blame all the words you say won't make them crawl away
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Decay 04:04
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always the same who am i? just one to blame try to leave and try to stay nothing else marks the decay they hold a past for us to stay in an open wound full of decay is it enough to disobey the rotten mouth which spouts decay future's past turned away art and truth lost in a haze is it enough to disobey the rotten mouth which spouts decay we need it now don't know where you've been all in all lost in sin try to see and try to do everything comes back to you they hold a past for us to stay in an open wound full of decay is it enough to disobey the rotten mouth which spouts decay future's past turned away art and truth lost in a haze is it enough to disobey the rotten mouth which spouts decay honest everything can't you see me they hold a past for us to stay in an open wound full of decay is it enough to disobey the rotten mouth which spouts decay future's past turned away art and truth lost in a haze is it enough to disobey the rotten mouth which spouts decay
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Don't Die 02:43
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i hate myself more than you trying to copy the things you do when all is said and done what on earth have i become? i want to stay true to myself but i've become someone else i want to stay true to myself but you've turned me into something else don't die you're always right don't die i'll never fight to blindly wander across the world i'm not your manic pixie dream girl in search of what i dreamt of you why is it so hard to commit to? i want to stay true to myself but i've become someone else i want to stay true to myself but you've turned me into something else don't die you're always right don't die i'll never fight
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Dreams From Hell 03:58
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you hurt me so well don't you think I can tell an emotional dullness a crooked sense of forgiveness maybe it's time to wake up maybe it's time to wake up maybe it's time to wake up maybe it's time to wake up I stay awake I cannot take it anymore all the hate and the pain and open sores I peel away all the skin that I tore I stay awake I cannot take it anymore I stay awake I cannot take it anymore I stay awake I cannot take it anymore I sink into another world another place and time where you can't reach me but now I can't go back to where I was I dreamed a hundred years too long and I woke up dead wake up dead do it over again wake up dead do it over again wake up dead do it over again wake up dead do it over again I stay awake I cannot take it anymore all the hate and the pain and open sores I peel away all the skin that I tore I stay awake I cannot take it anymore I just want my chance at redemption again again, again, again, again I just want my chance at redemption again again, again, again, again
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Hourglass 03:20
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go away i don't need you here all that's wrong is faced with fear the expectations of what i once had they all keep coming back in the end the end the end the end i just want something to be proud of but all i know is nothing else i just need your validation ripping apart how i felt i'm not at smart as i used to be maybe to you maybe it's because i can never follow through but i'm still the greatest fucking thing that ever happened to you why won't you leave me alone? i just want something to be proud of but all i know is nothing else i just need your validation ripping apart how i felt don't let me die here time runs out, time runs out, time runs out time runs out, time runs out, time runs out time runs out, time runs out, time runs out
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Nevermore 03:44
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everytime i look at your face i want to hold you in my embrace everytime i hear your voice i feel like i have no other choice look through my soul forever more i'm falling into the nevermore look through my soul forever more i'm falling into the nevermore look through my soul forever more i'm falling into the nevermore look through my soul forever more i'm falling into the nevermore i have a scar where my heart once was why didn't you choose me? you're a painful reminder of what i want to be i have a burning in my head and i am wired to obey the endless times i think of you you're all that matters to me look through my soul forever more i'm falling into the nevermore look through my soul forever more i'm falling into the nevermore look through my soul forever more i'm falling into the nevermore look through my soul forever more i'm falling into the nevermore i'll never let you go i'll never let you go i'll never let you go look through my soul forever more i'm falling into the nevermore look through my soul forever more i'm falling into the nevermore look through my soul forever more i'm falling into the nevermore look through my soul forever more i'm falling into the nevermore
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Nobody Cares 02:10
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nobody cares about me my own source of dopamine crawling from the place i rest my mind lays here incompetent emotionless cold stiff disgrace a blank expression upon my face i shine in a world of dirtiness i matter when your world is meaningless endless nameless strong again you will never be my only friend may god have mercy on your soul all that is gold is sure to fold i can never see the light again consumed by an appetite for sin my life has come to an end please be my only friend heartache hotel hell in a handbasket so done and well body in a casket
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None Of It 02:21
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into the forest behind the trees i've given my life bent on both knees lurking around circling my path succumb to my beautiful aftermath you never served me well i still think that i can tell everyone is empty except for me everything all of it nothing none of it everything all of it nothing none of it everything all of it nothing none of it everything all of it nothing none of it you stretch beyond a thousand miles innocent and feeble like a child fuck my smile off my face cut my tongue words are hate you never served me well i still think that i can tell everyone is empty except for me everything all of it nothing none of it everything all of it nothing none of it everything all of it nothing none of it everything all of it nothing none of it a glimmer in my eye don't you think i can try go away from here crawl away from here
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Part Of Me 03:40
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i wanna know what makes you tick i wanna know what makes you sick i wanna know what kills your mind i wanna know how you died inside it's just not right how you step all over me i can never tell are you a part of me? you know it's no use i want you in my arms but i can see what you are doing to me oh, please i wanna know what you collect i wanna know that you won't reject i wanna see you object to what i wanna do to you it's just not right how you step all over me i can never tell are you a part of me? you know it's no use i want you in my arms but i can see what you are doing to me oh, please
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Really Gone 03:52
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i don't know what the hell i've been through but every step that i take brings me closer to you i don't know why i play your game it seems you are more than i can take every night i hope and pray you'll leave me alone and it was all a mistake why do you do this to me? why do you do this to me? are you really that far gone? can you ever move on? are you really that far gone? can you ever move on? are you really that far gone? can you ever move on? are you really that far gone? can you ever move on? nothing to say nowhere to go everything else ends up so i feel so fake and faded everybody else is jaded what's the point in anything? i'll never be as good as you i don't know why i try i just want to- burning pages from my manifesto i don't know what comes next take your time and ridicule me see how far that takes you are you really that far gone? can you ever move on? are you really that far gone? can you ever move on? are you really that far gone? can you ever move on? are you really that far gone? can you ever move on?

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released September 9, 2022

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Staytus Scottsdale, Arizona

~age 27, erotic artist, music producer, film composer, sound designer, voice actor~

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